Monday, December 19, 2005

Blogging for reasons half unknown to me, but this is going to be all the thoughts that come into my head, fled, ran, away from what, what's there to run from?, bad things, like what?, what's bad?, alone, fear, failure, sadness, what cures these? confidence, happieness, perspective, the good times, rythmes ryhms, misspelled lines, meaning of life? meaning of anything? what can anything mean? anything can mean anything else. perspective, cannot be let go, always skewing results, philosophy always changing like life itself like a growing path under your feet, street, street lights, sights, snow, rain, it makes me happy, my soul has rain in it I swear, clouds, clouded vision, need to go to the eye doctor, 3:02, damn early, no work so who cares, no school, cut down in classes, piano class this semester, new semester, new year, possibilities, so many what does it bring what do you leave behind, what proof is there that more than this moment exists, or that the last happened or the next will come? reaction, action, faction, people faction themselves from each other by attaching themselves to the parts of others they see in themselves, shelves, sells, sold, upsell, popcorn, raises, thousand dollars, Amber, laughing, good times, i say that alot, that and ah-ha-ha but i guess it's just something i do, did floor today, saw Summer, made me sad, no goodbye, used to be best friend, now nothing, fuck that, fat, not me but wait ten years who can tell, fell, trail, trail mix, easy fix, there are none in life cause every short cut you take is the long way, tray, school lunch, brunch, sunday brunch, good stuff, hungry, cheez-its, random memories click into place, a face, a dream, a seam in time, wait dream, the girl, i dreamt of being in a rain forest college and i met an indian (feather not dot) girl and something happened attacked by warriors, her tribe blames me, i try to explain bu thave to run, end up at 7-11 friend sells me out, so i get weapons, wake up, still tired, always tired, what the hell, heaven, earth, that's where we stay and fend, for now it's the end.

Hitch-Hiker of the Mind

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